OK I know I have been gone awhile, but so much has happened. First thing I had an ultrasound which showed one little precious heart beat. My IP's were so happy. I went back for another ultrasound at 9 weeks and the heart just stopped. We were all very sad. Doc says sometimes this just happens, he reassured me it wasnt anything I did or didnt do. But that didnt help, I was really sad for my IP's.

So the day after Thanksgiving i went into the hospital to have a D & C. They told me to eat a LIGHT dinner the day before!! HELLO it was Thanksgivimg, I dont think so, I love food, and since the baby stopped growing I got my appettite back, I was eating!!! and man did I...LOL .

So surgery went as well as it could! Now I just needed time to get better and get through the holidays. Joe got laid off too, the day after Thanksgiving. Right before the holidays. That sucked!!! So we were bumbed. But everything worked out. I dont know how. I guess you just gotta have faith. I prayed like a mad woman!! Just begging for things to work out for us. And they did. I guess I was a good girl last year, Santa granted my wish..lol..Our unemployment came in right away, and we had some extra money come in too. So we gave our kids a great Christmas after all.

Ok so now January.Joe got to go back to work earlier than we thought, so yay for that. I started taking Lupron shots again on January 17. wow how wonderful is that?? lol.. Then I went to have my blood drawn on the 27th, to check to see if I am "down regulated". The clinic called and "yes" I am. Wonderful news, now I gotta wait for IM to have her blood drawn, but that wont be until Feb 5, wow a week away.

February...

Ok my IM had her blood drawn and everything is lookin good. Sunday Feb 8 will be artificial day 1, I will start taking my Estradiol tabs, and continue the lupron. I am so excited :) I will have a ultrasound on day 12 which will be Feb 19, to check my lining to make sure it is plenty thick enough. I cant wait.



So now I think I am all caught up. Tomorrow is Sunday, estradiol here I come!!! I am so ready to get this show movin along again. This will be out third transfer. First time just didnt work, second time we had a miscarriage, and third time is the charm...IT WILL WORK, my IP's are wonderful, they truly deserve to be parents, I hope I can make that dream come true for them this time.