OCTOBER 2008

Here we are in October. This has been along road. I'm getting ready for our 2nd transfer. I hope this time will be the miracle.

Oct 2, I need to go for blood work and Ultrasound in Cincinnati. Gotta make sure everything is good!

Ok its a GO! we are on for Oct 6.

So we got my mom to watch the kids and decided to go down the night before. This way I can be relaxed and calm, not a nervous wreck from driving for 5 hours. Oh and I have to be there at 7:45 am. So I guess I better go the night before, huh?

Ok the transfer went well, we transferred 3 embies this time, oh no what if all 3 take!! yikes :o

I did more research, this time I will drink tons of pineapple juice and I'm staying in bed for 3 days, no baths, no lifting, the whole 9 yards. My family is ready to pick up the slack, so I don't have to do anything. I love them, they are great.

So I stayed in bed all week, my transfer was on a Monday, I don't want to chance it this time. I didn't stay in bed I stayed off my feet. Its been a nice vacation, no cooking, no cleaning. Don't get me wrong, my house isn't nasty, my husband and kids were doing all the work :D

So my transfer was Monday, today is Saturday and I cant stand it, I am in pain. Cramping like crazy, what is going on, could it be, the embies are implanting. I took a hpt this morning and got a BFN!!!

Ok today is Sunday and I felt like crap today too. I took a test this morning and got BFN!! I don't know whats going on. We went shopping and a few times I got light headed. It's 11pm right now, I think I will sneak into the bathroom and take a test, I know I am just torturing myself, but hey I'm bored....

OMG!!!!!!! I see a line, it is very faint, I cant believe it, I think it worked this time....I wont tell anyone just yet.

Ok I told Joe, I couldn't keep it to myself, plus I needed to know if he could see the line too....

I will wait a few days and buy a good test to make sure the line gets darker