Today is the blood test (beta). I don't have any confidence that this transfer worked. I have been positive, but I don't feel it. So off I go to have my blood drawn.
Well its official, we are not pregnant. I just knew it! I feel so bad. I feel like I did something wrong. I know I didn't . It just happens sometimes.
My IP's called me tonite, I really cant handle them being so upset. My IM sounded so sad. I don't know what to say to her. I don't know how to comfort her. I need it too. I feel like I failed.
I guess we have next time to look forward to.
So I have been instructed to STOP all meds.. and wait for my cycle, yippie!!
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